JayWestCoast

January 2020*** Light scattered on her dark, knotty hair as she lay head down on her own bed. Messy and frazzled, and up in some haphazard bun. It suited her, in as much as it was exactly how Bluebell felt. It was exactly who Bluebell was. According to Bluebell. And while she nuzzled the pillow her face had collapsed on, Bluebell’s eyes hung weary once more. Sure, the wine and sherry that they had been drinking were helping with yesterday’s hangover, which she’d truthfully only self-inflicted to get over the one from the day before, but, underneath her new, thick-framed glasses, her eyes still ached with exhaustion. Why

 Chapter 2 15th May 2017 “Fuck!” Her bleary eyes opened to take in their surroundings once more. And what familiar surroundings they were. The sepia hues mixed with ‘patriotic’ reds and blues on walled posters dotted around could only mean one thing. “Fuck you Yesterday Beth!” “She awakes at last” purred the deep voice next to her, as she turned to see the handsome man that lay next to her just stare at her. “Deon, isn’t it?” she grumbled, as memories stirred too. “Ha! She even remembers the name of her illicit lover too. I would be offended but I still think I

TAGS: BBW, SSBBW, USSBBW, Bodypositive   I hate doctors’ offices, and this is the third one I’ve been in this month. Everything in them is so small: the waiting room seats are too close together, the labyrinthine hallways are too narrow, and the exam rooms would barely qualify as closets. And I am decidedly not small. Like most things, they are not meant for people like me. But I promised Elizabeth I would find a doctor, so here I am, thumbing through an old magazine and waiting for my name to be called.   It’s probably because of how I was raised. For as long as I can remember, I was fat, and that was always a problem. I